September 7, 2008
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I have to say, as much as I never look forward to cleaning through the filing cabinet, this time it has really given me a new zest for what I have to get done to move my life in the right direction, including fessing up to a lot that I have neglected and put on the back burner out of fear. What’s that quote, “There’s nothing to fear but fear itself?” Well, fear is a huge monster that is really and truely impossible to slay. The game plan from here on out: try to out run it. Stay one step ahead of it and hold on tight.
So I figured I would add a little more to this entry. I guess an explination is in order. It seems that for the longest time the biggest thing that I have feared is success, which is a really silly thing to fear. Mind you, this isn’t just success in general, but any type of success that pulls me from my life as it is right now. I love being in a rut. I have a hard time getting out of my rut. (Granted, that might be due to my very short legs, but that’s another matter.)
Back to my goal…I want out of that rut. More than I ever have before.
“Can you trust this longing/And take control?/Fly../Open up the part of you that wants to fly away…”